%title {title}:[:[:G:r:a:t:i:t:u:d:e: :]:]: :J:o:u:r:n:a:l:%date {date}Today was a nice day. In the morning Yayu and Tanu called me and we chatted for a bit. Apparently they spoke about my dick, which I thought was kinda funny. I kinda wish I was able to make a joke about it, but I was kinad caught off gaurd by it. I guess I should've expected that tbh, and I kinda wonder how it came up. Yayu's always pulling my leg about that time we kissed, and how I don't remember it (though I kinda do now? It's a bit odd I guess, perhaps I was lying when I told her that), and she's really flirty as always. I don't know how I feel about it. I wouldn't say I wish she wasn't but it doesn't help that she's dating Troy (not that that really matters since we couldn't be together anyway, and I'm not even sure I'd want that; ugh, lonliness is a terrible curse) and I guess I'm just going to be nonchalant about it. I don't think I really have any other choice. I do enjoy being friends with her. 

After that Jeremy picked me up and we went to the vape store to buy him some batteries and I picked up a charger and case for myself. We got GYG because they had $5 beers and burritos. Today was also the first day I tried L-Theanine. I'd say it made a mild difference to my focus, but I did get really tired towards the end of the day. We picked up Clare and met Aaron at the Cartier exhibition. That was pretty interesting. I had a nice time there. There's something I want to say but I won't write down for fear of it coming true, even though nothing really happened and it was just a vibe. Anyways, after that we went to a building by some architect, I can't remember who, that was really cool. It was like a hollow mound with lots of water around and in there, there was a huge conical place to sit. If you stood in the middle your voice would echo a ton, and it's almost as though you could hear yourself from behind. If you weren't in the middle it echo'd everywhere and was very discordant. It was really cool. 

After that me and Aaron left and got food at Match and spoke about jobs and things as we tend to do. Then qf scored $2k worth of Uber eats coupons and Russy bought me dinner! I'm so grateful to have generous friends that care about me. It's really sweet. 