%title {title}:[:[:G:r:a:t:i:t:u:d:e: :]:]: :J:o:u:r:n:a:l:%date {date}Today I'm really grateful for Tanu. After we spoke on Saturday she's been a lot more receptive and kind in trying to help me stop being depressed and just generally terrible. I don't know why I thought it was a good idea to try and get rid of her. I'd be in a much, much darker place if she wasn't around. 