%title {title}:J:o:u:r:n:a:l:%date {date}I've been thinking about strategy a lot lately. in many different contexts, work and uni and friends. about how orchestrating my life is more than just about the things i do. it's about the people i communicate with and how i do that. this is where a moral framework would be helpful, because it's easy to get caught up in solely the pursuit of ideal strategy and forget about it's purpose. im worried about that. something else thats been on my mind is that maybe im the villian. i just dont recognize it yet. young priviledged kid tryna live my life, but constantly confused and aimless.

uff that's too dark and i dont really believe that. i'm glad i can deal with negative thoughts, im a lot stronger now too. i think thats why ive been thinking about strategy, and how being agreeable all the time isn't the best strategy. it's easy and pretty effective, but not conducive to certain sorts of fields of endeavour.

i've been going to the gym on night shift a bunch and i love it, it feels so good to be at the gym at night. we havn't been going super hard like me and aaron do, but it's a fun sesh. makes me appreciate aaron more, im gonna ask him to gym – i just did :relieved:

man i really want to be able to insert emojo on my laptop. it's such a core part of expressing myself.

