
there are 3 assumptions we make:
* that there is a single answer
* that we can arrive at the answer through tool usuae (science)
* that these answers will all fit together into a cohesive world view

"gathering" vs "ordering"
these are the two modes i find myself in when using a computer, and i do far more gathering than ordering. by ordering i mean a whole bunch tasks including programming and devops and stuff
i want to better find a balance between these two

reconciling work
i struggle to be excellent when it comes to be job. part of that is ideological (being an anarchist) but its more than just that
learning new tools is something i really enjoy, but i struggle to really care about doing a good job at work... even when all the tools are new
